Unhappy Body Thoughts

If I could change my body, I would like to have a slim, curvy and sexy figure. Ever since I was a little girl, I used to be teased upon by my friends. All sorts of unpleasant remarks and funny names were given to me which made me feel miserable. However, I do not hate them for that but instead always take it as a joke. Sometimes I envy looking at other girls and how I wish I could look just like them but that’s just fairy tale me. Although my whole body shape looks a bit odd, which can be quite funny at times but to me, I always take things positively. I do have a cute and chubby face, which a lot of people commented that they like about it.

So far, I’ve already done so many things to change my appearance but to no success. I tried to lose weight naturally by going on a crash diet. I even spent almost few thousand bucks going on a weight loss program but that only works for a couple of months and after that have to discontinue because my savings have already dried up. My next course of action is to go for the extreme like liposuction which I hope can transformed by whole body. But I was a bit scared since there are many horrors around about failed liposuction.

I don’t go out that often but if I do, I will usually go out with a group of friends who are very supportive and accepted me for who I was. I tried to hide by weight by wearing loose clothes and I usually avoid places where there are many people around. I was just afraid that people will look down on me and sometimes just a normal stare will give me the shivers.

Despite my condition, I don’t blame things or hate myself for that. Both my parents were fat as well and they were happy to be together. I’m glad they always share with me the same experience, which they have gone through before, and how to deal with them. They always reminded me to be thankful and love myself. I just hope that I will be able to meet my perfect guy and get married someday. Maybe if I could change my body, I would like to find out how different life would be if I were to be thin. That would be interesting to find out.

*Catherine, 22 single and still searching for the perfect soulmate.

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