Growing up as a child I never really worried too much about my weight. I was always active in sports and never had to give much thought to what I was eating.

I started having children and with the first few it never really changed my weight very much, but when I had my eighth child that is when I really started struggling with my weight. My eighth Child died and I went into a serious depression. I have been suffering from this problem for about eight years now.

If I could make a change to my body it would be to loose the 100 lbs I have carried around fore the last eight years. The extra weight I am packing around is virtually killing me, but for some reason I am unable to loose the weight.

I have degenerative disk disease in my lower lumbar, as well as, three ruptured disks and a pinched nerve. I suffer on a daily basis and am in constant pain due to the weight on my spine. Doctors tell me if I take of the weight my back pain would be tolerable.

My husband doesn’t act as if he minds the weight gain, but I know our sex life would be better if I could get back to the weight I was when he first met me. I know he cares what other people think about me regardless of what he tells me. You learn someone after ten years.

My knees are now beginning to suffer from the weight as well. I have had one knee surgery due to a fall I encountered. The recovery was much harder due to being over weight.

I want to look in the mirror and love the person I see. At this point in my life I can not stand to see my own reflection. I think I am still suffering from some sort of guilt over loosing my baby.

I want to be sexy again before I am too old to be desirable. I wish there was a magic pill that could get me on the path to recovery, but I have not found my answer yet.

My weight is now 250 lbs and I am five foot seven. I am always being told I have beautiful smile and a gorgeous face, but what I really want to hear is that I have a sexy body.

My in-laws are all hung up on weight. It seems as if they monitor every pound I gain or loose. I would first off like to loose the weight for myself so I could be out of pain and secondly I would like to loose the weight for my husband so he could have the sexy wife he married.

Elizabeth in Cincinnati Ohio age 40 amd still married

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