What would I change about my body? That would be my smile. I have always wanted a very loving and cheerful smile. My current one doesn’t look nice at all, and it’s like someone being forced to do it. All the pictures that I’ve taken so far look awkward and unpleasant. It is just unnatural like a fake smile you could say. That’s why photos are out for me and the fear of standing in front of a camera is just unbearable. Even my wedding photos have some not so good comments made about it.
Usually when I was together either with my friends or colleagues, I will try to avoid smiling even when I hear some good jokes. Well, there’s another problem with it if I don’t smile, everybody would say that I’m just too serious. Sometimes I do not know what I should do. If I smile, it will look awful but if I don’t, people would think that I’m just being unfriendly. So it’s a dead end probably.
Today, living a life without a smile can be difficult. This is especially important towards your career like when entertaining clients or talking to your boss. It just makes me wonder, with my awful smile will it make the customers feel unpleasant or would it make your boss having less preferences toward you? If there’s a plastic surgery, which can be done to correct that, I will definitely go for it. So far, I was afraid to approach specialist for consultation on how a surgery can be done to correct my smile. Maybe there’s another way, which will not need to involve surgery. I just hope there is one because I want to avoid spending money and also because of my fear of going under the knife.
I was actually lucky to meet my current wife who accepted me even though I have a weird looking smile. She is very understanding and accepted me the way it is. Sometimes even when I’m with her, I also try to avoid smiling. She hasn’t complained about that so far, but if only I have a great smile that would cheer her up and make her happy especially times when she was down.
When I think of it, there are so many things that would have been different if I have a wonderful smile. Life would be happier and exciting with just a simple smile to light thing up. Sadly I do not have that at the moment.
Thomas, 33
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