Antonio Just Wishes He Was Bigger




Being a human, I possess the trait of always wanting more. As far as it is concerned about my body, there are many factors that I would wish I can change. I am not necessarily sure if these factors have prevented me from being in a relationship because my cultural and religious customs frown upon relationships.

Nevertheless, I would surely like to get a bigger frame. I am 5’8 and about 120lbs. Most of the people my age are bigger/taller than I am, even the girls. Height is a big factor connected with first impression, and it can already be seen how I start behind other guys just for being short. I would gladly accept my height for it still is taller than the average girl height of about 5’6 to 5’7. However the annoying aspect of this is that girls love wearing heals, and honestly for a man to wear too much heal is not considered very manly. It is not just about height though. I am quite a small person when it comes to my wrist size, or waist. I seldom wear shorts because I have practically “chicken legs”. Being part of this world, no matter how humble one is, they still have the weakness to worry about what the society thinks of them. Sadly, I am the victim of being concerned about the way I look because I want people to compliment me when they look at me.

Another desired feature for me is having chiseled abs. I have worked out for so many years and quite honestly my results have been very impressive. I am ripped and cut everywhere, yet I have still to see those chiseled abs. Either it is genetics, or I am too lazy to work on my abdominals, they just don’t become prominent. It is of blatant fact that girls just fantasize over having a guy with chiseled abs. I am sure this is not me, but every guy in the world to want to have fine looking abs that they can show off at the beach or the gym.

These few things regarding my body are probably not my only concern. I know the moment I start looking at some body part or start comparing myself to others, I would have more concerns emerging regarding my body. As mentioned earlier, I am not quite sure if these factors have affected my relationships. I think unconsciously, it could be the very reason why I am single today and also why I work really hard to gain some of the desires features pertaining to my body.

Antonio - 20 - Toronto

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