A Small Bust Has Effected Me Greatly

If there is one thing which I would like to change about my body, that would definitely be my bust. As a fully matured lady, sometimes it envies me to see someone with larger breast attracting all the guys’ attention. My breast size is only A-cup size and it has stopped growing ever since I was in middle school. Sometimes I feel it is just not fair that this thing just happened to me. Having smaller breast not only makes you less attractive but it also affects your self-esteem as well especially for a lady to be mixing around with guys.

My worst experience with my bust was once when I was in the public shower room and since there were no closed doors and partition, I have to join the group of ladies taking shower together. I could hear the sarcastic comments aimed at me and after the whole incident, not only it makes me feel bad but also I was down and my appetite was affected as well. I did try contemplating to go for surgery but due to my financial constraint I decided against using this option.

Another reason why I prefer not to go for surgery is because I’m scared of the scalpel knife. I just hope I will one day have the courage to do so and with better financial stability, I will be able to afford one. So far, my counter measures are to continue using some of the breast enlargement cream available in the market and this has eaten in my monthly allowances as well. I don’t go to the beach and I only go to public swimming pool, which has less patronage.

Having small breast also has affected my interpersonal skills to communicate well. I believe all this stemmed from my lack of self-esteem and confidence about my personal looks. So far, I’m still single and available and with not many guys showing interest in me which I believe having small breast is also part of the reason. Although I’ve read in magazines saying that guys do not generally prefer larger breast, but I think that is just not true. After all the bad experiences I’ve s eem to given up in life. I try to lift myself up by wearing loose clothes but that just doesn’t help as well. I just hope that one day these will all change and definitely, if there’s anything I would like to change about my body, that would be my bust size.

Ms. X, Singapore.