Haunted By My Small Chest
My name is Anna, I am 25 years old and I am from Romania. I`ve always felt that I have the smallest breasts in the world, and, believe me, it`s not just an over reaction. I`ve been waiting for them to become bigger as I grew older but they remained the same. I feel like I am not a woman but a child. Although my friends tell me that I am beautiful and even that I look sexy, I just can`t get over this complex! I always feel so ashamed when I have to take my clothes off in front of my boyfriend or at the doctor. I really do feel like I am handicapped. People told me that the problem is only in my mind but how can it be like that when I look in the mirror and I see that my breasts are so small, almost like they are missing? How can a woman feel good when an important part of her body is so rudimentary?
I can never change my clothes with people around me. I have serious problem when I have to buy a bra because I don`t even know what size I should ask the salesman to give to me. I can`t wear see through blouses or a sexy t-shirt and there`s no way in hell to go somewhere without wearing a bra under my clothes!
I will never forget how I felt when I was a teenager and a guy asked me while looking at my chest: “Where are your tits?” I felt so bed and it still hurts when I remember that! My boyfriend always said that even if they are small, my breasts are ok but I feel so ashamed when I see that he has almost nothing to hold in his hands almost nothing to touch when we are intimate. This lack of having normal breasts makes me feel uncomfortable with myself and it gives me the impression that I am ugly and incomplete.
I know there are the silicon implants that would make the entire situation so much easier but I am afraid that with my salary I cannot afford something like that. And, sometimes I wonder: even with silicon in my chest, will I ever get over the pain caused by this physical problem? Will I ever walk on streets with no fear that my small breasts will capture the attention of people?
Anna, 25 years old, Romania, still single.
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